robs me of peace, focus and function"
.......Had a weird past few days, my heart is better but still a lil whacked out. It was neat cuddling, that made me feel a bazillion times better but I need to physically interact with people daily for the oxytocin/endorphins (and often I don't because I just stay home the whole time working)
I've been excersizing and laying in the sun which really helps keep me above depression.
Dash's was fun as hell but I definitely need to chill out. All those niggas party too hard for me. I don't have a strong liver like you's guys. Gonna fuck my life up if i keep tryin to hang out like that lol.
I tried to be productive by drinking coffee but that didn't help at all - Coffee just makes me sleepyz now. I drank like 5 cups of water and that woke me up.
What do I really want?
MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY
I'd like a cool smart phone,
a new place, I'd like to have enough funds to really do an insane awesome interior design/decor
I plan to get a new car
I want more new-agey shit around. Like a giant buddha statue, more essential oils / incense, do more yoga, more plants, ect.
I was planning on moving to costa rica in about a year after I get syn-studios going sufficiently on its own, my friend Brandon (not dizzle) was talkin about it too and he had the same idea so I think I'm going to move to costa rica with a group of ppl. Looking at mal pais.
BEFORE I move there I'll go on vacation there...
Oh yeah I ordered a matrox triple head2go so I can have 3 monitors. I hope I can be more productive with that much screen real estate.
BRUCE LEE SAID:
1. What are you really thinking about today? – “As you think, so shall you become.”
2. Simplify. – “It’s not the daily increase but daily decrease. Hack away at the unessential.” and “If you spend too much time thinking about a thing, you’ll never get it done.”
3. Learn about yourself in interactions. – “To know oneself is to study oneself in action with another person.”
4. Do not divide. – “Take no thought of who is right or wrong or who is better than. Be not for or against.”
5. Avoid a dependency on validation from others. – “I’m not in this world to live up to your expectations and you’re not in this world to live up to mine.” and “Showing off is the fool’s idea of glory.”
6. Be proactive. – “To hell with circumstances; I create opportunities.”
7. Be you. – “Always be yourself, express yourself, have faith in yourself, do not go out and look for a successful personality and duplicate it.”